I realize that I never actually officially announced (nay even written about) our pregnancy to the blog, though I alluded to it (aka blurted it out) via a photo caption mentioning a “baby bump.” But yes, we are expecting another little one around December 29th! I have a feeling this Advent will be the most meaningful one of my life so far. It won’t be the first time I’ve been pregnant during Advent, but nine months pregnant during Advent…totally new. 🙂 When people ask me when I am due now though, I usually say around New Year’s. Both Rainer and Lúthien came at exactly 41 weeks, so I’ve learned enough to imply that I’m due later than expected. And this time around, I’m going to do myself a favor and just “expect” to still be pregnant on New Year’s Eve. (Watch my water break at like 38 weeks…just kidding…)
So…here we are already at 22 weeks pregnant!
Side note: Ross took the photo because he is currently working on painting our kitchen grey and he realized my dress matched the wall, lol. It’s hard to tell by the picture, but they’re about the same.
We found out about lil bebe around the start of April, and after keeping the news to ourselves for a few days, we told our immediate family members and close friends specifically asking for the their prayers. My first pregnancy ended in a miscarriage, and in my pregnancy with Rainer prior to this child, we lost a twin early on. So needless to say, I was very nervous. Thankfully, my provider at the time was working closely with me in monitoring my progesterone levels every two weeks, while I also took progesterone from about week 7 until week 13. And if you were one of the friends or family members that kept us in prayer, thank you so much. It was such a comfort knowing that we were not in it alone.
The anatomy scan at the beginning of this month at 19 weeks showed a healthy baby girl, yes…a girl! We went back and forth between deciding whether or not we wanted to find out the sex. With Lúthien, we were actually told by the sonographer at 20 weeks that she was a boy, and we finished out my pregnancy believed that she was…until she was born revealing otherwise. With Rainer we decided to wait until the birth which was a such a profound and beautiful experience for me. This time around though, I’d almost prefer not knowing again. I loved the mystery last time around, plus I can’t help but doubt that she is a girl. After all, after my pregnancy experiences, who wouldn’t feel one hundred percent sure? But at least now I can be practically prepared with clothing, and we can begin to narrow down names. As per tradition, we will not name her until we meet her face to face. And I am SO excited for that.
My first trimester went along well. Again I was blessed with very minor morning sickness. I can be such a baby when it comes to food aversions and queasiness, but I know other women have it much, much worse that I did. Currently I am still in the sweet spot of the second trimester. I can feel the baby kick all the time now. I visibly look pregnant in public now and not just very bloated. And while I am beginning to need to change the way I bend down or lie down, I don’t quite feel “large” just yet. Honestly though, this has been the most mentally and emotionally taxing pregnancy yet. Thankfully, Ross has been tremendously supportive and such a rock for me.
What I have been loving even more this time around, is the support of our community of friends here in Louisiana as well as others from out of state. In our circle of friends here at home, there is always someone who is pregnant. I think it used to be a joke, but it’s frankly become a fact of life and I love it. When we found out about this baby, a couple friends in the area had just given birth; and now I’m sharing in this pregnancy with a handful of other friends who have due dates a month or two after me. It’s wonderful not being the “odd family out” with three kids under 4 and doing this crazy yet beautiful family thing alongside friends.
As far as life with Luthien and Rainer goes, recently that have begun sharing a room, and surprisingly it is going pretty smoothly! Up until the middle of this month, Rainer had actually just been sleeping in a pack n play with a 5 inch spring mattress inside. (Technically it’s the same mattress as our crib mattress, just smaller in length). The baby crib had been left unused in Luthien’s room this entire time, we just didn’t want to take it apart and move it into the third bedroom.
Anyway, just two weeks ago I decided it was time to get Rainer out of that room and out of that pack n play and into the crib in Luthien’s room. I honestly did not expect it to go well because I sort of did it on a whim. We were supposed to be spending a week in Austin in a hotel room together though, so I figured it was time to make the transition. The first night, luckily Ross came home earlier than expected (half the time I put the kids to bed alone during the week), and we waited it out together. After many trips in and out because someone was crying or shouting or had to poop, they eventually both fell asleep within an hour. Every night afterward the time it took for them to fall asleep slowly decreased. Usually Luthien realizes she needs to use the bathoom again, or Rainer throws his blankets out of bed, but now it only takes 20-30 minutes for them to happily quiet down and fall asleep.
And let me tell you….it is SO freeing. Before we made this transition, I was still rocking Rainer with a bottle before I put him down. Now I just put him in the crib, tuck him in, and hand him his bottle. He loves the fact that his sister is just on the other side of the room. I realize that some kids temperaments just don’t work well enough for room sharing, but Rainer and Luthien really balance each other out so far. And it is so sweet to come in at the end of the night to check up on them in the same room. As far as naps go, Rainer sleeps in the kids’ room, but Luthien has begun to drop her nap. She might nap if she is extremely tired, but thankfully (again, this is totally her temperament) she is perfectly happy sitting in the playroom playing quietly alone. If she wants to lay down, we lay out her sleeping bag and she’ll snuggle in.
Also, remember how I mentioned Austin two paragraphs ago? We were supposed to spend the week there for Executive Council with New York Life for my husband (all expenses paid), but Hurricane Harvey came right in time and it was canceled. Please continue to keep all those affected by the flood in your prayers. Ross and I have several family members in Houston, and somehow none of them flooded even though a handful of them had to evacuate – praise the Lord!
Since Ross was going to be off work anyway, we decided to take a “stay-cation.” He puts in a few hours here and there, and with our spare time together we are going on outings around town and painting our kitchen (ok, Ross paints, lol not me). We hadn’t had any real family time together longer than maybe three days for the past….I don’t know…three years?? So it’s been wonderful to just soak it all in, even if we’re not in a new city or camping in the mountains.